Like a slap from a friend.

Like a curse word from a virginal young one.

Like a cow falling from the sky.

Like being ignored on your birthday.

Like being the center of attention on any ordinary day.

Like being chosen leader for a project you never signed up for.

Oh, screw it.

Again and again, there it goes. And every time, I get caught unaware. I’m never ready for these moments. I’d really like to get over it now, why does it keep cropping up at the most random times? Right when you think it doesn’t exist anymore, there it goes again, popping back up just to say hello. Reminding you that hey, remember me? Here I am. Bye. It still exists, only to leave you back where you started, hella confused, but still as lost as you ever were. What is the point. Make it stop. It’s a vicious cycle I’d really like to get off of now. 

Like a ferris wheel stopping at the very top. Like a ferris wheel never stopping. 

I have no idea what I’m talking about. 

I’m sure neither do you.